My Own Superhero

Some people like to fade into the background and just ‘fit in’, I never wanted to go unnoticed or be a follower. I was the bossy little sister and my dad always told me he never had to worry about me because I always spoke my mind. I have this fire inside my body, the sort of fire that isn’t harmful but reminds you why you shouldn’t give up… I like to bottle up some of my emotions and remember that feeling of why I want to succeed so badly…..some people call it ambition but it’s this feeling inside my body that I want to succeed to show to myself that I can do anything I put my mind too. Determination and ambition are so important, I would say I am very competitive with myself (that sounds really silly but it’s true)!

 

The boy and I were discussing how I never stop…. and how I always have something going on…. I am so use to trying to juggle a billion tasks at once and sometimes I forget to breathe. I put all this pressure on myself, I don’t have pushy parents they would be happy with anything I do as they are very open minded and loving. I like to try everything and I hate the words I can’t or I won’t…. negativity is something that rocks my karma!

My best friends are my besties for many reasons…. we all have our hormonal mood swings but when it comes down to it we support each other! I am a lucky lady to have two ladies who have my back no matter what… thank you Mari and Jam… you both have managed to show me the brighter side of life when I can’t see the light!

 

The whole point of this emotional splurge is that we are only human, we are not perfect and not everything goes to plan! We live and we learn and it’s getting back up from these mistakes that can either make or break us! When we fall down, brush it off get up and keep going. I am in the ‘transition period’ of my life where I am exploring what I want from my life. So many of us are just existing and not living… I have asked this before but are you existing or living? Why don’t you explore that amazing brain of yours figure out all the things you want to do…. educate yourself and remember that knowledge if power! 

Be the best version of yourself, excel in your own little way remember this is your story and your painting the picture not someone else! Sometimes we are not in the fortunate position of being in control in our lives, I am lucky that my mum lets me explore and make my own mistakes but is always there to pick up the pieces. I believe that relationships with parents and people really do have an affect on our outlook on life but remember that your past doesn’t define you it should help you shape your future no matter how hard the past was. 

 

There was a time in my life where I could say why me? Why did this have to happen to me but I managed to change my perspective on life and realise that sometimes shizzle happens, it’s what we do when that happens that makes us into the people we are. Be your own super hero, be proud and don’t put yourself down! There is a whole world out there with millions of people all writing their own story, don’t get left behind and take control. Sometimes we are so comfortable we forget our dreams, don’t forget your dreams because there is so much more to life. If you feel like you are coming to the end of one chapter start a new one, you won’t learn anything new my re-reading the same chapter! This was initially a fashion post…. as I love my new little outfit but you know what I am like… I get distracted and started talking about feelings….. but yes back to fashion because that is the aim of the game! The booties are from Topshop they were £65 and are now £30 in the sale! BARGAIN… The necklace is from blakegodbold, I got it from ASOS a few year backs! The silk pyjama jacket is from Zara and is most probs on sale too…… the skirt is pleather and from Primark! Oh how I love a bargain… it’s getting a little chilly in London.. someone fly me to a beach!

Remember to remain fierce at all time… if you can’t scream, cry, shout and let out all the emotions until your zen has calmed! Don’t let anyone mess with your zen and have an amazing day guys… if you are not feeling yourself firstly go do whatever makes you feel calm and then meditate.. think about nothing for a few minutes and concentrate on breathing!

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The Mehndi Party …..

Where do I even begin, I have been so busy the last week I haven’t been able to have hardly any Skeena time! I recently joined a gym because I want to get super fit and adapt my current lifestyle into an even healthier lifestyle! The wedding has all of a sudden arrived and I am excited, nervous, happy and sad all at the same time! I am so excited for the happy couple to be saying their religious vows and being blessed in the eyes of God. I am nervous because I have to keep it together and not cry (and ruin my make up)! My daddy will be missed and its all just happened so quickly! I am so excited to show you all what I am wearing.

(I did this myself)

If you are not from an Asian background a Mehndi party or henna party is a pre wedding party for girls where they celebrate everything with food, music, henna and it’s a bit of a giant party! My sister in law invited all her friends and we had a great time, I did my own henna but for my wedding (inshallah one day ….. he he ) I would like to get it done professionally! So back to the point, for the ladies party we all danced and ate and everyone wore bright colours! I decided to wear yellow and blue and mummy wore green!

Mummy looks great in this colour and her shoes are from New Look, she didn’t have a pair of silver shoes but she needed to buy some…. actually neither do I! I think its’s time to invest! 

My blue shoes are from Zara, it’s the first time I have worn them and I got them last year! I don’t like the whole matchy matchy colour thing sometimes but with asian outfits I don’t mind! This is just a casual party outfit, I can’t wait to show you the real wedding outfit! 

My sister in law looking amazing in yellow! I love the flowers around her wrist it’s beautiful! 

I took quite a few selfies on the way to the party…. (standard as I am currently obsessed with instagram at the moment…) Check me on @iwantyourstyle 

I ended up changing my outfit last minute as it got caught in the car and ripped! UHOH…. so had to do a last minute outfit change and ended up being late! Sorry Zara ha ha ! Tomorrow the following products will be my secret weapons to a flawless face! My benefit 15 hour primer will keep my face feeling fresh the whole day! The true match l’oreal conceler is my favourite and l’oreal eyeliner is super black! The pressed pigment looks like fairy dust!

Anyway my lovelies… I have been requested to do alot more motivational videos and fashion videos… any preferences? XO XO

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Peace through the world

I am on a journey and I am trying to  ‘find’ myself… whoever is reading this I am being totally honest and laying all my feeling on the line (or on the blog)! Trying to figure out your purpose or passion is one of the most exciting and scariest things in life… why am I here?

What message do I want to spread and what do I want to do with my life??? I know the basics….. I love fashion.. styling… talking and designing… love to paint and photography and I love to travel…. I want to live my life for me, do something I love everyday and enjoy my life! Life is too short to waste time doing something that doesn’t make you happy and surrounding yourself with negative people!

There are a lot of people in my life that are currently in a ‘transition’… this is a period in your life where you are working towards your goals and dream but are still trying to find the right path to get there! The boy is working towards his dream and I want to travel around the world and start working towards my dreams!

This week has been amazing, I have spent time with my family… had an amazing time with Annie and spent time with the boy in the upper east side 🙂 I have been taking so many pictures of the street art in NYC… possibly my new favourite city and who knows I might live here in the next few years?

The boy took me to Williamsburg (my new favourite place) …. it’s on the edge of Brooklyn and reminds me of a mix of Brick Lane’s Fashion/street art meets Canary Wharf with the most spectacular view! It’s one of my favourite places to go, the little restaurants are full of character and there are so many vintage and quirky record stores. Coming from London I know the highstreet pretty well so I want to see NYC culture, do as the real New Yorkers do and see and embrace the different vibes! The boy and I got the biggest slice of pizza in Williamsburg NOM NOM NOM!!

The other day Annie and I couldn’t resist having some pancakes as a treat, this is a cute little place called Cafeteria which is in Chelsea, it’s super yummy however we couldn’t finish it!

The whole gang went bowling….. I have to say I was pretty impressed because I beat everyone (the boys esp Steve didn’t appreciate this)! Before we went bowling we went to the golf range on Chelsea Piers…. check out my Instagram to have a quick peek! 

We went out for dinner and we had 15 minutes to get ready so I rocked the hair up and decided to go for the simple yet elegant monochrome look!!

We has frozen yogurt at 16 flavours…. OH MY GAWD…. I had a party in my mouth…. I had birthday cake/cinnabon/mango/chocolate flavour…. with lots of gummy bears…I think when I get back to London I will be hitting the gym pretty hard! 

My preetttyyyyyyyy new Stussy T-shirt… pretty and so cheap at $28! Woop Woop…. love investing in these pretty new things! I am in such a great place in my mind at the moment, I am happy, excited about the future… in love with someone amazing and have a great family! Thank you God….. I hope you find peace in your life through the world and religion!

(My bubz)

Hope you are all having an amazing time and enjoying life.. I will be back soon but just taking time to relax and enjoy life!

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I’m Back In NYC

Well howdy……. I am back in NYC! I have been hibernating in Jersey over the weekend and got into the City yesterday! I really love this City and want to live here for a year or two! NYC has this vibe, I can’t really describe it but it’s busy and always gets me excited! The fashion is completely different and nothing compares to the UK high street but NYC has so much to offer in other ways! Today I took a walk in central park, I would love to walk there everyday, theres a random castle, people roller skating, boats, fitness freaks…. it’s beautiful and makes you forget you are in the middle of a busy city!

Since I arrived I have been swimming with the familia, a quick shopping trip to forever 21 which was pretty unsuccessful, been to Westville which was super yummy and been out about in the City. I love the meat packing district and we went to The Dream Hotel Rooftop Bar which was beautiful! Annie and I are vlogging some of the things we do, we are attempting to go to Trapeze on the Pier if we can get an appointment and enjoying girl time!

Have an amazing day and keep posted for new bits on the blog!

XOXO

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Girl Gossip…

Where do I even begin…a majority of conversations with my girlies revolve around men/boys (a majority of them have not grown up yet) … fashion… love… and our future plans! 60% of the conversation will relovle around who is dating who? .. Did he really say that on a date? Why is he still talking to his Ex GF? What good is this man actually bringing to your life?

The conversation will go something like this … ‘No he did not do that? Why are men so stupid… he needs to lock it down…. onto the next one!’ …. ‘If he playing games now he will always be playing games, you want a man not a boy!’….’Have you seen his new girlfriend **stalk social media** …. you are way better than her… he downgraded!’

This is what friends do…. well this is what me and my friends talk about… boys boys and more boys! We all have that dream wether we admit to it or not of one day getting married to our prince charming and falling head over heels in love … living happily ever after… pop out some kids… enjoy life … the end!

Realistically all disney films have set us up for failure and we now have unrealistic views on ‘love’! Your prince charming will come when you least expect it, he most probably won’t look how you expected him too and he will treat you like the princess that you are! Before that you need to filter out the Rif-raf and focus on you!

 

 

Soaking up the summer weather at the weekend London is one of the most beautiful places when its warm! We can enjoy the rooftop bars and I actually get to wear my summer wardrobe outside my house! I would recommend popping to Radio bar at the top of the ME hotel when you can. It’s pretty lush with phenomenal views…. I can’t wait to attend during fashion week…. will be totes amazing (clueless accent)! 

 

My beautiful friend Rosie is wearing her structured Zara white shorts with her Urban Outfitter shoes and tee! Keeping it simple, elegant and effective! Very monochrome chic!… We didn’t plan out outfits by the way… we just ended up in very similar colours! 

 

Rosie has the most beautiful hair I have ever seen….. like seriously I have been telling her this for years and it’s like it’s been woven with silk! Naturally having dead straight hair she used a curling tong to get beach waves! 

 

My sandals which I am currently obsessed with at the moment are from Zara and are on SALE! So grab them while you can ladies….. only £20… BARGAIN! My embellished structured shorts are from Primark last year….. It’s the second time I have worn them out and I think they went down quite well with this little number! The top is from Zara and yes again very monochrome!

 

If I am not working during the day… I will be filming or editing a post so it’s nice to just catch up with friends and enjoy the sunshine! I hope you are all enjoying the weather and wearing suncream! 

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I love me more…..

So….. where do I even start! Yes I love you but I love me more… many women I have met in the past have managed to always put someone else before them (normally a man that doesn’t appreciate them) and never really value themselves for who they are….. this has to stop! As selfish as this may sound… sometimes we need to be selfish and fully healed before we start a new relationship with someone, I have heard people say that they can’t live without this person and they would die if they broke up with their boyfriend! As romantic as this may sound at some point it also sounds slightly crazy, I have been there and said all that…. got the t-shirt and look at me now…. living…. jumping around …. and enjoying my life so much more!

In a relationship there should be a healthy balance and as women we should always have our ‘own things’ going on in regards to personal friends, hobbies and goals and whatever else you have! I am not going to sugar coat any situation but you meet as two individuals and make a life together and you should compliment each other not complete each other! This is my personal opinion and from looking at successful relationships in my family they have all taken a leaf from this book! Being a strong women and having your own goals in life is great but once you get in a relationship do NOT be that girl that forgets her friends…. doesn’t come out any longer and isn’t allowed to go on a girls holiday because the ‘bf’ doesn’t like it! In this scenario I believe trust is the issues…. the reason I can so casually talk about these things is because at some point I was that girl! I never ever ever ever thought I would get myself into that position… I still saw my friends but my ex was a major part of my life at that time… as the relationship was unhealthy and I found out he was a sociopath it all makes sense! The whole point of this ladies is never loose yourself for anyone! Always keep your eye on the ball and if you love someone they should support your dreams and help you get there.

I also hear a lot of women saying …. ‘oh I want to marry a rich man’….. hmmmm firstly why don’t you get rich yourself and make something of yourself instead of just managing to fall into money! Like attracts Like… so if you are a strong ambitious women who wants to work hard and get rich you will… if you want to just marry a rich man and do nothing then thats you! I would personally much prefer being a strong independent successful women and meeting a man who is pretty much the same! Remember that the materialistic things in life don’t make you happy… I would rather have a man that thought about something to help me achieve my dream instead of flashing some cash to impress me! Some women like that… however if you have a brain and are not impressed by money then you are two steps ahead!

I met up with the ladies yesterday after work for a chitchat, it was a beautiful summers day in London and we managed to go to Aqua Rooftop to catch a few rays….the main topics we discussed were boys… fashion… boys boys and boys! Previous relationships, things we have learnt… what we want in life… who we are dating…etc…. Just a basic catch up that managed to last until 930 where we then decided to eat our problem away… YAY

Previously to meeting them I managed to get marks all down my pretty dress so had a quick outfit change into the Pineapple Princess…. I got this cute number from HnM… super comfortable and super cheap ladies! (I bought this earlier on that day!)

My beautiful friends who I love…. Bey’s pretty sunglasses are from Marc Jacobs and I need to ask Elle where hers are from… designer but not sure! 

Bey’s stunning necklace is from ASOS and currently online! I love my fashionable friends… not only are they fashionable ladies but it’s so refreshing to meet women who are ambitious…. have their head screwed on the right way… respect themselves and enjoy life! Place yourself around positive people and be a leader not a follower!

So yes we discussed men… boys… men and boys! The reason I decided to differentiate between the two is because even though we have all dated and have ex boyfriends a lot of the ‘men’ are still actually boys! They may be older, successful but they still have a lot of maturing when it comes to treating women and being in  relationships! Treat people how you would like to be treated…… I have met many men that see women as objects of desire instead of actual people! Be wise ladies and choose your partner carefully, I hope he appreciates you for everything you are from your brain, ambition and what you stand for.

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Go Find Yourself…

I am 24 and I have done everything I was ‘suppose’ to do … I went to school… went to University… got a degree… and now I am working full time in the field I graduated in…. now I am questioning EVERYTHING …. is this it? Is this my path? Is there more to life….. I am currently sitting on my floor in my room after attempting some yoga and feel the need to write down my thoughts and just let my brain be free! My brain is on the go 24/7….I am bored of this standard structure, I want to be creative, I want to paint again… I want to do all the things I love everyday for a few months and enjoy myself!

I am so curious about the world, I have this urge to travel and see the world, I want to experience so many different cultures, take pictures on top of mountains….. go bungee jumping in Australia… go to music festivals around the world and street style when I can …. Go to Brazil… See elephants in Africa….. learn how to cook traditional food by an old Italian lady in her house in a little village…. I want to absorb all these experiences… I have travelled a lot in my life with my family but I feel it’s time to let go of structure and find me!

When people previously said they were going travelling to ‘find themselves’ I never really got it, I thought to myself.. I already know who I am why would I want to travel….. I felt safe in my bubble…. that bubble popped and now I want to float around the world and find out where it could take me! Be curious…educate yourself in the ways of the world! Learn another language, relocate…. you may love your life at the moment and enjoy the life you have but there is always more! We will never know everything so we might as well explore and travel…

I want to be free like a bird, travel the world and not be bound by societies structure of this and that! I personally want to make a big difference in my life and absorb as much information about this world as possible! We have to think big to get big in this world… I am currently blabbering all my thoughts out to the world and hopefully it will have a domino affect and get you thinking about your life and what you want to do!

We can achieve greats things and see the world if we change our state of mind…. we are always afraid of taking chances and trying something new because of the uncertaininty of what will happen… as a typical planner I love structure… I love a plan and knowing that I will be doing A,B, and C today however this is not how life works!

I met someone (you know who you are)…. they broke down my walls and have showed me a new way of thinking…. I am going with the flow and instead of giving everything a time structure I am giving myself goals of things I want to do in life! No matter what your age we should all be able to fulfil our dreams and the only thing stopping you… is yourself so make those baby steps towards your dreams…

I have written a list of things I want to do and I keep adding and adding and it’s just getting longer and longer! Some of them are pretty cheesy but who cares.. it’s my fairy tale so I will be writing it however I want! I love animals and seeing animals in London Zoo is very sweet but I want to see them on Safari…. a special someone took me to the zoo and they passed the test… now it’s my turn to take that one step further and go on SAFARI! I want to see elephants… I am imaging a mix of the jungle book and madagascar however I will most probably be terrified of getting attacked or my camera stolen by monkeys (I’m sure that only happens in the films right?) I want to see  lions and zebras and all the other animals and get some real first hand inspiration for my art!

I want to do yoga on the beach for a whole month every morning, hear the ocean and feel the sand! I have lived in London my whole life, a concrete jungle and I work in the fashion industry… I want to see first handedly what the other cultures wear… their national dress…. the list is really really long but hopefully I can start exploring this part of my life very soon inshallah and letting go of some structure!

You never know what will happen until you try… let go off all that fear… jump into the deep end and enjoy every experience! Dream….. believe….. achieve! Maybe I will become an explorer?? Who knows…. hehe .. let’s just enjoy life!

Go Find Yourself…..

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It’s 28’c …. in London…

The sun has been shining all week and I have managed to get a tan…a very small tan to say the least…. however this NEVER happens in London so hopefully by writing this super happy post it won’t jinx it and start raining again!

The past weekend I managed to have a picnic, go boating in hyde park, attempt to  skate board, record my first vlog and buy a wedding outfit for my brothers asian wedding! A fun packed weekend with the sun shining has made me reconsider living in London. I want the sun to shine everyday, I want to feel the heat and have you noticed how  everyone is so much happier! I think maybe Dubai? NYC… I need a beach so maybe LA… maybe somewhere in Europe… I am not actually sure yet but I know that I am young… it’s my life.. my story and it’s time to explore!

Sometimes I feel we are so bound by societies structure to do this and that…. it’s your life… explore… travel… educated yourself by the cultures of the world! Embraces each others differences and learn! We should be learning something new everyday, stop sticking to what you know and find out something knew! This whole planet is for us to explore but we are so comfortable in our cocoon …..

The new vlog will be out at the end of the week and you can see how LJ (Lauren… one of my best friends) spend our time together!

My new Zara outfit and Zara shoes, currently in store and on sale! YAY! 

Boating in Hyde park 

Lj attempting to skate board…. she did a pretty good job! Go JAM JAM

At the end of the evening we were exhausted and got the last train home… time flies when you are having fun… after this we decided to grab a midnight snack at Tinsel Town….. I got home at 3am after having a super delicious burger and milk shake! NOM NOM NOM

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Spread the Love

… A few street style pics of some fab people in the park….

How fab does this young lady look?

… I salute a man that has his own style and is bold enough to wear this!

Spring in my Step

Finally we have some nice weather in London and I had a quick rummage through my summer wardrobe and found my favourite maxi dress from last year! It’s bright, vibrant and makes me happy… colours have an affect on my mood so when the sun is shining I will be wearing the brightest colours possible… if not you will find me in black!

My dress is from H&M (last year) and my jewellery is from ASOS (currently online)… I am feeling a bit weird today but I believe that when life gives you lemons… make the best damn lemonade you can! Remember that everything happens for a reason and we are always learning, my mum tells me to this day that she still has life lessons to learn! Smile… live your life and focus on you!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Have an amazing day and don’t forget to love yourself first…. you will never be able to love someone properly if you don’t value and love yourself first! A relationship is suppose to compliment you not complete you.

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Terry De Havilland

I am always on the look for a new brand, something different with it’s own vibe! I can’t stand generic brands that filter the catwalk trends to their customers! I want something original and I found it…. FINALLY!

If you love shoes you are going to love Terry De Havilland, known as the ‘Rock and Roll Cobbler’ he is back with his exclusive store just off of Carnaby Street! Vibrant, full of colours, beautifully made with statement prints- and some of them even glow in the dark!

The SS13 collection stands for indulging, indulging in one’s love for pop art. With the charm of a Roy Lichtenstein painting and the visual stimulation of a Technicolor film, Terry De Havilland  is easy to wear and brightens up any outfit.

I need these shoes in my life… think its time to make an investment! I have a thing for cobalt blue shoes!

Not a heel lover, check out their festival boots which range from £180-£250 depending on the design! I think the sparkle takes off the hardcore edge of the shoes and makes them versatile! How will you wear them?

Check out their full collection online or visit the store! I will be investing in a pair very soon! And if you haven’t already you really should be asking yourself “why haven’t I?”. Make a statement in this years seasons collection.

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